A Heart Full of Lights.

I’ve always been a mama’s girl instead of a daddy’s girl; dont get me wrong, I love my dad but my mom’s just a bit cooler. LOL.

Well I had a terrible dream last night and it just made me have a real appreciation for my mom because she does a lot for me that I would probably never even know about. 

And this article made me have more of an appreciation for my mom.

The guy who wrote this is such an @$$! I hope his kids treat him like that too! What a GREAT mom. 

I LOVE YOU MOM! <3

I’m sorry.

I feel like a shit friend. I didn’t noticed that you were sad. That you needed someone to talk to. Or just someone to make dumb jokes to easy your mind… or the pain… I’m sorry.

I think of you as one of my close, good friends and I was too preoccupied with stupid things, instead of being there for you. I’m sorry.

I’m sorry for your lost. I’m sorry for just not being able to comfort you; to cushion the blow. I’m a idiot because I’m at school on the verge of tears, with my cap pulled down low, so no one sees me crying. But me thinking about you crying even more and hurting even more, makes me want to cry more. (wow. we sound like a real married couple. ha~) <—- trying to cheer you up a bit? X-/

Let’s just go to the park soon, where we can just bask in the quite, where the cold air freezes our skin, so you wont feel the pain anymore, even though it’s for a little bit.

Love you. <3

-To my wife.